I wonder what tastes worse: the fuel we put in our X-wings, or this caf? Luke wondered. Serves the same purpose, I guess. He glanced at the caf maker, which still bore the handwritten text “Property of Independence Air Wing”. Good thing no one is allowed in here right now during the security review. Colonel S’man would be even more unhappy if he knew Hobbie and Sarkli had made off with their caf maker.
The thought soured his mood even more than the lack of sleep and the bad caf.
Resigned to the fact that he couldn’t put it off any longer, he headed to his makeshift office in Rogue Territory where Rieekan awaited.
The makeshift desk of crates had been replaced while he was on the Ralltiir mission with a basic premanufactured plastoid desk that, Luke suspected, predated the Clone Wars. Three mismatched chairs rounded out the furniture; one was a Headhunter ejection seat, the second a seat from a passenger shuttle, and the third (and most comfortable) was clearly a public seat from any one of a thousand starports, a ubiquitous dirty orange adjustable chair that somehow managed to be moderately comfortable.
Rieekan was sitting in the starport chair, behind the desk; Luke took the Headhunter ejection seat.
“General,” Luke said.
“Commander.” Rieekan quirked a smile. “Glad you could join me. I wanted to talk about the security review.” He held up a flimsiplast sheet.
Luke frowned. “It’s barely started, hasn’t it? It’s been, what, twelve whole hours since we called you in?”
“Not about the results. You’re right, we’re still in the early stages.” He grimaced. “It doesn’t help that secure long-range communications are still down. I sent couriers this morning to the Defiance and the Liberty and the Mako-Ta shipyards where Home One is undergoing refit, but it’ll take days to get data back. This sheet is the inventory of personal effects that your unit turned in.”
“So we’re stuck waiting,” Luke said.
“Essentially, yes. Some of your pilots have full records here in the Independence‘s computer systems, but some of them don’t. I was hoping Antilles’ records would help, and they do, but a few pilots are basically empty files.” Rieekan leaned back in his chair, his hands folded in his lap. “And after what happened with Lieutenant Sarkli, I can’t take any chances, even if I know what the results will look like.”
“Sir?”
Rieekan shook his head. “Never mind that for now. That’s a battle at my pay grade, not yours.” He shifted in his seat. “I need to know something, Commander. Are you still committed to this?”
“To Rogue Squadron?” Luke asked, eyebrows raised. “Of course I am.”
“There are members of High Command who think you would be more useful elsewhere. Destroying the Death Star has made you a symbol. Princess Leia trusts you.” He glanced at the flimsiplast sheet on the desk and offered a small smile. “And there aren’t many people running around with a lightsaber on one hip and a DL-18 blaster on the other.”
“General, I’m not a symbol,” Luke said, shaking his head. “I’m not a diplomat. I certainly don’t belong in High Command. And I’m not a Jedi, sir, or at least not yet. I’m a starfighter pilot, and a good one. It’s the one place I can do something that matters to the Rebellion.” He frowned. “DL-18? I carry a Merr-Sonn Model 57.”
Rieekan glanced at the flimsiplast and frowned. “One of the new security transfers must have made an inventory mistake. Do you remember the conversation we had after you retrieved Lieutenant Celchu, Commander?”
Now it was Luke’s turn to shift in his seat uncomfortably. “You proposed attaching Rogue Squadron to High Command.”
“Yes. And I’m telling you now that if you’re committed to this fighter squadron, it needs to happen.”
“Sir?”
“Skywalker, Colonel S’man is already calling for your unit to be disbanded.” Rieekan leaned forward, elbows resting on the desk. “If we attach Rogue Squadron to High Command directly, you are removed from the immediate political danger, though I have no doubt S’man will do his best to make you uncomfortable. I can also start feeding you the resources you are going to need to fight the war ahead.”
Luke’s eyes narrowed, but he said nothing.
“If you’re committed to it, I will back it,” Rieekan continued. “I can get you X-wings, supplies, pilots. And frankly, your unit flew three missions in three days with little time to rest and rebuild, completing all three missions. I want to help you succeed, Commander, but you have to let me.”
“And if I don’t agree?”
“Rogue Squadron continues to exist in limbo,” the general said bluntly. “Which lasts until Captain Verrack gets tired of Colonel S’man’s complaints and moves you over to the air wing. And then…”
“S’man picks us apart,” Luke finished. He shook his head. “Not much of a choice.”
“Not if you want to keep your squadron together.” Rieekan looked haggard for a moment. “And if you can continue to provide results like these, it’s worth keeping your squadron together.”
Luke nodded slowly. “Then I accept. Let’s attach Rogue Squadron to High Command.” He smiled faintly. “I guess that means we’re your personal fighter squadron now, General.”
“I’m not the only one who will want to use your unit,” Rieekan said wryly, “but I do have plans for you. Before we can worry about that, we need to get your squadron through this security review, get you properly outfitted, and finish filling out your roster.”
Luke rose, offering a salute. “If we’re done, sir, I need to check on my people.”
Rieekan returned the salute. “Take care of your squadron, Commander. I’ll take care of High Command.”
“I don’t think I’ve ever seen you study a hydrospanner that hard. Well, not when you’re sober, anyway. Have you been holding out on us?”
Wedge glanced over his shoulder at Wes Janson and rolled his eyes, then turned back to the table in the Rogues’ common area. “Do you need something, Janson? Besides kitchen duty?”
“Entertainment,” Wes said cheerfully, flopping down on a stool nearby. “What is this?”
A number of objects rested on the table. An oversized hydrospanner was the largest, and a set of three empty shot glasses were off to the left. Across the table from Wedge sat Zev Senesca; in front of Zev were nine droid restraining bolts, arranged in three triangles of three bolts apiece. Karie Neth sat next to and a bit behind Zev, studying the table intently with wide eyes.
“Training,” Wedge said with a frown.
“I know everyone’s going a little crazy after two days of lockdown, but I’m not following,” Wes said, his tone turning curious.
“Ralltiir,” Zev grunted.
Wedge nodded. “We’ve been going over Skywalker and Jade’s reports from the mission.” He picked up the hydrospanner. “The Bright Wake. The goal is to get it out.” He pointed at the trio of shot glasses. “A standard three-ship element. Zev is running standard Imperial TIE doctrine on the other side, with the goal of shooting down the Bright Wake.”
“So you’re running a tactical simulation with a hydrospanner, shot glasses, and restraining bolts,” Wes said dubiously.
“Mostly our brains. These are just to make sure we both understand what’s happening.” Wedge’s frown deepened. “Okay, Wes, you tell me. How does a standard engagement play out?”
The Taanab native hesitated for a moment. “The Rebel flight leader picks a target. Wingmen focus on keeping flank position so they can cover him on the attack.” He gestured across the table. “The Imperials do the same.”
“Or the flight leader releases the wingmen to hit targets,” Wedge murmured. “And you have three pilots going after three targets.”
“But then they’re unsupported,” Wes said. “And if you’re focusing on a target, it’s easy to get fixated until someone is on your tail lighting up your shields.”
“Right.” Wedge slid all three shot glasses forward together. “So the formation stays together.”
Zev responded, sliding a trio of restraining bolts forward, but separating them well apart. “But the Imperial formation doesn’t. And now you’ve got three TIEs shooting at your formation. And they’re spread out far enough your formation can’t stay together and fire back at all three.”
“So my formation has to split, too,” Wedge murmured, spreading the shot glasses in turn. “And now instead of any element cohesion, it’s turned into three separate one-on-one dogfights.”
“Until one of the TIEs goes down,” Wes argued. “Then you’ve got a floating X-wing to help one of the other fighters in his element.”
Wedge reached out and flipped one of the shot glasses over. “Unless the TIEs score the first kill. Now it’s three TIEs against two X-wings, stuck in two different engagements and not mutually supporting each other.” He glanced at Wes, then across to Zev. “Why a three-ship element?”
“Because that’s the standard,” Zev said. “That was what the Republic found worked during the Clone Wars. General Merrick wrote it into our doctrine when he was made the head of Alliance Starfighter Command.”
Wedge’s lips compressed into a line. “We’re not fighting the Clone Wars.” He could feel Wes’s eyes on him. “Yes?”
“You don’t like it.”
“Because it breaks.” He reset his side of the table, moving the three glasses back together and setting the flipped one upright again. “Commander Skywalker, Sarkli, and Jade. Sarkli,” he said slowly, flipping a glass over again, “turns traitor and fires on the corvette. Skywalker doesn’t see it in time to do anything about it. Why not?”
“He doesn’t see it because it’s not his job,” Karie spoke up for the first time. “He’s supposed to be looking at the wider tactical situation. His wingmen were supposed to be covering him.”
“And the only reason Sarkli didn’t put the Bright Wake down was because Jade caught him turning in,” Wedge murmured. “She got a glance that looked wrong, and that wasn’t even her job.” He looked around. “Who’s supposed to be watching the wingmen?” His eyes darted from Karie to Zev and finally to Wes, but none of them answered. “Well?”
Zev finally answered. “No one. Wingmen are supposed to be communicating by comm. Calling out if something is wrong.”
“And that’s where it’s fragile,” Wedge said with grim satisfaction. “Sarkli stabbed us in the back, yes, but he damn near got away with it because there’s a blind spot in the flight.”
“Captain, if we can’t trust the other pilots in our element, we’re in all kinds of trouble,” Wes protested. “And besides…what’s the alternative?”
“I’m still figuring that out.”
Luke found Mara standing just inside the entrance of the Rogues’ hangar, studying the X-wings.
Nine days ago, six Massassi Red Group pilots had flown X-wings off Yavin IV and ended up in the Independence‘s Auxiliary Two hangar. Four pilots had joined, one pilot and his X-wing were gone. Rieekan had promised Luke that morning that Tycho Celchu would be added to the Rogue Squadron roster when the security review was completed. And now, under careful instruction from the Independence‘s ground support staff, seven more X-wings were ferried into the hangar.
“Security review will be over soon,” Luke said. “Then we can get back to building the squadron.”
Mara didn’t startle; she’d clearly been aware of his approach. “They look wrong,” she said.
Luke frowned and looked at the X-wings. “How so?”
The younger pilot shook her head. “You and Captain Antilles? You’re still flying with Red Squadron markings. My X-wing is striped for Blue Squadron. Hobbie and Naeco’s X-wings are painted for one of the Defiance‘s squadrons. These other X-wings? They look like they came off a bone pile somewhere and got patched back together.” She gestured at the nearest new addition, which had just been settled in place, the tug now moving back toward the magcon field and open space. “Take that one. There are at least three hull plates from three different fighters. I bet they pieced that together from four or five different wrecks.”
“That’s the Rebel Alliance,” Luke said ruefully, rubbing his neck. “Sort of how we’re building Rogue Squadron, too.”
“Are you going to put me on report?” Mara asked abruptly.
“For what?” Luke said, confused by the sudden change in subject.
“I disobeyed orders. Sarkli took the shot and I went after him. You ordered me back.” Her voice went monotone as she recalled the fight. “I ignored your order. I chased Sarkli and didn’t even kill him.”
Luke shrugged uneasily. “You did disobey orders,” he said slowly. “And maybe I should. But I’m not going to.”
“Why not?” Mara still stood with her back to him, watching the busy hangar. “Seems straightforward. I screwed up.”
“Because we were both thrust into a situation we weren’t prepared for and weren’t trained for. It was the third mission you and I had flown in three days, and then our third pilot betrayed us in the middle of the fight.” He shook his head. “Are you going to do it again?”
“No, because you’re going to put me on report and then I’ll be out of your squadron.”
He frowned. “I’m not following.”
She gestured at the hangar. “I don’t belong here. I proved it over Ralltiir.”
Luke snorted. “Hardly. You also helped me get Dodonna out of Massassi Base. You and Hobbie got Celchu off Dantooine. You survived that dogfight with Sarkli and made it back alive. I’m not going to drum you out of the squadron because you made a bad call.”
“I disobeyed orders,” she said, her tone reminding Luke of Aunt Beru explaining simple logic to him as a child.
“Look at me,” Luke said quietly, waiting until she finally turned to face him. He couldn’t read her expression at all, and her brilliant green eyes were full of…something. “Sarkli hit you with everything he could think of to make you react. Yes, you reacted. You also survived the fight, you came back, and we succeeded. I lost one pilot at Ralltiir. I’m not losing two.” He locked gazes with her. “I saw how you flew both at Yavin and at Ralltiir. You belong here.”
Mara broke the stare first, looking back into the hangar. “Hera’s going to come looking for me, after all this.”
“Good thing Rogue Squadron is attached to High Command, then,” Luke said dryly.
She spun back on him. “What?”
“Rogue Squadron is attached directly to High Command now,” he said. “We’re being tasked by General Rieekan, but we’re mostly outside of regular Alliance Starfighter Command now.” He smiled briefly, but it faded. “Mara, do you want to transfer out?”
She hesitated for a long moment, and Luke tried to read her face, but it was a complicated mix of hope and fear and determination and pain. “No,” she said at last. “No, I don’t want to transfer.”
“Then you’re a Rogue.” Luke looked out at the hangar. “And when this security review is done, we’re going to have a lot more work to do.”
By 2300 hours, Rogue Territory had gone nearly silent. Eight pilots had retreated into their quarters and were asleep or pretending to be.
Mara Jade was not.
There was something she needed to do.
The idea had been born after her discussion with Skywalker that morning. She’d done her best to discard it, but the idea had festered and grown.
Better to ask forgiveness than permission.
Twelve X-wings now filled Auxiliary Two. A mismatched collection of Incom T-65s, drawn from broken squadrons and refurbished from scrapped wrecks, pieced back together and now assigned to a squadron led by an Outer Rim farmboy and a Corellian who had entirely too much faith in paperwork.
Mara crossed the hangar briskly, heading to the maintenance lockers, knowing exactly what she was looking for and where it should be. She was not disappointed in the efficiency of the Independence‘s maintenance crews.
There was really only one place to start, and that thought intimidated her as she moved down the line of X-wings to the fighter nearest the magcon field protecting the hangar from vacuum. Any other choice would show something less than full commitment to the task she was about to undertake.
Sabine would have seen these X-wings as blank canvases. She’d have freehanded all of this with the aerosols she almost always carried. They’d have been twelve unique works of art, beautiful and horrifying with all sorts of meaning I don’t understand.
Mara started with a roll of painter’s tape. A meter and a half strip, the end torn off neatly, positioned on the fuselage of Luke’s X-wing. She stepped back, evaluated. Moved back in and adjusted it a centimeter downward, evaluated again. That will do. Then she shook the can of paint she’d taken from the maintenance locker and started to work, Alliance white as a base, and then proud red stripes up the fuselage.
She hesitated under the cockpit canopy. Skywalker’s kill markers were there, including the unmistakable rounded, grey-and-black Death Star. I can’t believe I’m doing this. And then she did it anyway, laying on fresh paint straight over the kill markers, obliterating them entirely.
She patterned the s-foils with a pair of red stripes parallel to the fuselage out near the laser cannons, a diagonal stripe running from the sublight engine intake to the end of the wingtip laser cannon, and a single stripe running alongside but not on the trailing edge of the wings, leaving room for numbered markings. There was little doubt that Luke’s X-wing would be marked with a single stripe as Rogue Leader or Rogue One, but for now, she left it blank. Strips of marking tape, carefully sprayed paint, tape removed, she worked a meter and a half at a time.
When Mara had finished, she stood back and studied the effect. A bit like Red Squadron, but it’s definitely not. Perfect.
She checked her chronometer. It had taken her an hour to set up and paint Skywalker’s fighter, but now she knew exactly how she was going to do the rest.
Her own X-wing was next. Then Captain Antilles’ fighter, then Naeco’s, then Hobbie’s. And then down the row she worked, moving quickly but precisely, positioning tape, painting confidently, and peeling the tape back when she was done.
At 0520, she was done.
The remaining paint went back to the maintenance lockers, as did the pitiful remains of the roll of masking tape. The used tape went in a waste disposal, and Mara found some solvent to get the splatter from her hands and forearms, though she suspected the shipboard tunic she wore would be a complete loss.
Her mind finally quiet, she stopped one last time at the hangar entrance to look back at the X-wings. Rogue Squadron. We’re Rogue Squadron, and those X-wings are ours.
And when Mara finally fell into her bunk, sleep came quick and dreamless.